All his life Nick Hemming wanted nothing more than to be happy. He had brief periods of happiness but never found the inner peace he so craved. When he meets Carmen Seville, everything changes… When Carmen leaves him, Nick travels down a path of self-destruction. He tries to fill the void she left with memories of her and conversations with a ghost who lives in his head. Will a chance reunion help him put the past behind him and reach nirvana? Or will thoughts of the past forever plague him? In this coming-of-age story, Nick learns life’s lessons and explores his faith in God, himself, and the people who love him.