A Covid -19 journey into the abyss, a recollecting of delirium, hallucinations from the far reaches of our minds created from what we consciously and subconsciously record of our five senses. Forty days were spent in four hospitals, from Syracuse, New York to Sayre, Pennsylvania, the author spent eighteen days intubated, sedated in an induced coma. At 61-years old, no significant health issues (although overweight,) a passionate outdoorsman, prior years as a runner / triathlete, suddenly found himself in the fight for his life. He was given a ten percent chance of surviving it. He nearly succumbed to it. In his latest book, the author strives to convey what is nearly impossible to adequately describe as to how much Covid delirium magnifies our most primitive basal emotions. It is nearly paralyzing when fear, anger, regret, sense of loss enters the hallucination. It is the recollecting of this journey during my induced coma that is most difficult, and emotionally painful. —Mike Joyner