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Opening the Door: My Journey Through Anorexia to Full Recovery

My memoir describes my gut-wrenching journey of recovery from anorexia nervosa from a young girl to entering treatment at the age of thirty-five to full recovery many years later. My memoir is broken down into five sections: History, Treatment, Recovery, Relapse, and Full Recovery. My recovery was not linear. It had ups and downs and twists and turns. I uncover the steps I personally needed to make to reach full recovery. These effective principles include food exposure, feeling my feelings without judgment, strengthening my healthy self, slowing down, practicing mindfulness, building a healthy relationship with food, connecting to others, and creating an identity apart from my body, shape, or weight. Recovery was the hardest path of my life, but I did not give up and now I am a woman without an eating disorder. Now fully recovered, my passion is to write, to inspire others and to help people with eating disorder recovery through mental health counseling and eating disorder coaching. Hopefully this memoir will inspire you to take one step towards recovery and finally have the life you dream of. It’s possible, and there is a life waiting for you on the other side.

Meredith is not good enough. She is always searching for something outside of herself to make her whole. She escapes into her obsession with body, weight, and shape. Her mind constantly races. Is her stomach flat enough? Everyone is looking at her, judging. She cannot eat for the rest of the day. Inside, she is empty. Meredith has suffered from anorexia since the age of thirteen, and at the age of thirty-five, she entered a partial hospitalization program. Now fully recovered, Meredith shares her honest, complicated, and at times heart-wrenching recovery journey to give hope to those who are suffering.

 

If you have that little glimmer of hope underneath all the pain of your eating disorder, this book is for you. “Anorexia brings me down, controls me, suffocates me, consumes me. It zaps away any small piece of joy, or happiness or sense of worth. I have these rare occasions where I think There must be more. I want more. I deserve more. I have a brief surge of energy to conquer this disease and think that my whole life is going to change for the better and then seconds later I feel fat and disgusting and the anxiety within me is nearly impossible to tolerate. The disease wins . . .” but Meredith continues to fight and reaches full recovery. A brand-new chapter of her life begins.

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